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GROWING
TOGETHER
When
praying, I find lectio divina—"spiritual
reading"—a wonderful help. We should not think
of "spiritual reading" as reading in the normal
sense in the same way we should not think that
allowing a mint to dissolve in our mouth is eating.
Normally, we read quickly—the quicker the better—to
amass information or understand some issue. But
in spiritual reading, we seek to turn our heart
and mind and spirit ever so gently to the Divine
Center. We seek to be unified, focused, synoptic.
It is prayerful reading in which all of our external
and internal senses swing like a needle to the
pole star of the Spirit. We become "all ears"
to God.
Praxis.
How is this done in practice? You might want to
begin with a brief Scripture passage or a small
reading from one of the recognized masters of
Christian devotion. Read slowly, quietly, prayerfully.
Pause at any word or phrase where you feel the
Spirit's drawing. Suppose you come to Nehemiah's
wonderful statement, "The joy of the Lord is your
strength." Stop and wait, yielded and still. Perhaps
the Spirit will plumb your own feelings of weakness
and helplessness, exposing deep reasons for your
lack of strength and giving you intense longing
for a strength not your own and not dependent
upon the winds of circumstances.
You
may begin praying this Scripture: "Lord, let me
receive your joy. . . . Forgive my hankering to
find joy in things that never fully satisfy—food
and trivial conversation and other frivolous things.
Let me soak in your joy." The Spirit may teach
you about your internal resistance to God's joy.
Perhaps song and dance come. Or joy-filled prayer
in a language unknown to your conscious mind.
And more.
The
Invisible God. Maybe you are meditating
on Paul's great confession in 1 Timothy 1:17:
"Now unto the King eternal, immortal, invisible,
the only wise God be honor and glory for ever
and ever. Amen." Perhaps the word "invisible"
stands out in bold relief. "Lord," you pray, "I
have failed to appreciate this reality about you.
I've wanted a god I can verify with
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scientific
tools so I can be certain you exist. But you are
invisible, pure Spirit not controlled by human
realities. In trying to get you down to manageable
size, maybe I've created my own graven image.
Forgive me.
"I
notice in Scripture how those who were obsessed
with your physical manifestations were also trapped
in a hopeless localization of your presence. How
much better to know that time and space never
confine you. Thank you for being the God who is
invisible.
"Is
your ‘invisibleness' tied closely to your omnipresence?
What if you weren't invisible, and I awoke every
morning, staring into your face. It would probably
kill me! Moses was nearly done in by merely glimpsing
the backside of your glory. Thank you for being
the God who is invisible."
A
Paean of Praise. Perhaps you are drawn
toward the great prayer St. Francis gave to Brother
Leo. "You are holy, Lord, the only God, and your
deeds are wonderful. You are strong. You are great.
You are the Most High. You are Almighty. You are
love. You are wisdom. You are humility. You are
endurance. You are rest. You are peace. You are
joy and gladness. You are justice and moderation.
You are beauty. You are gentleness. You are our
courage. You are our haven and our hope. You are
our faith, our great consolation. You are our
eternal life, great and wonderful Lord, God almighty,
merciful Savior." You may want to take one attribute
a day and settle into it.
"You
are justice and moderation" may cause you to consider
this unique combination of attributes; how justice
leads to moderation and how moderation makes justice
possible. Contemplating on "You are gentleness"
may bring you to experience God's gentleness,
who, Jesus says, is like a mother hen gathering
chicks under her wing. Then, you may bring these
insights to bear while meditating on "You are
strong" on another day.
Lectio
divina is a rich mine for prayer. You are
free to dig up its treasures to your heart's delight.
Richard J. Foster
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